I Am Afraid of Losing My Persona Every Day - Chapter 39
Her ears burned from the girl’s tender words. They sounded like casual remarks uttered during an intimate moment, yet You Jinyuan couldn’t help but wonder at their sincerity.
Did Zhiyu truly like her?
The way the girl looked at her held a subtle affection, like an endless vortex that effortlessly drew one in upon meeting her gaze. If Zhiyu did indeed like her, it would make sense; she had always been considerate and gentle towards You Jinyuan. But then again, this was within the context of being her client. Outside of that role, it seemed reasonable for Zhiyu not to harbor romantic feelings towards her.
Strangely, amidst experiencing penetr❤tion for the first time, You Jinyuan found herself mentally grappling with these ill-timed thoughts.
With fingers fully inserted deep inside, Zhiyu gently teased the soft walls, sending waves of unfamiliar pleasure through You Jinyuan like electric currents. This sensation interrupted her musings, eliciting a soft m❤an, “Mmnh~”
Zhiyu lifted herself up to observe You Jinyuan’s expression, her delicate eyebrows slightly furrowed, a hint of reproach in her gaze. “Big Sis seems distracted…” she murmured discontentedly.
Feeling guilty, You Jinyuan remained silent, knowing her thoughts revolved around speculating whether Zhiyu liked her or not.
“It seems I’m not doing enough…” murmured the girl softly. Suddenly, her fingers withdrew from You Jinyuan’s entrance. Before You Jinyuan could fully comprehend the meaning behind Zhiyu’s words, her body was unexpectedly penetrated again without warning. The slender fingers swiftly re-entered, causing You Jinyuan to shudder and her sensitive hole to clench tightly.
Zhiyu’s hands were delicate, her fingers as elegant as jade and slender like young shoots of green onions. She didn’t typically wear nail polish; only for cosplay would she use artificial nails. Her natural nails were neatly trimmed, their skin smooth and refined. Despite the sudden intrusion, You Jinyuan felt no discomfort whatsoever. Zhiyu’s slim fingers fit perfectly within her virgin entrance, even leaving some room to spare.
The girl began thrusting her fingers in and out, creating Sens❤al squelching sounds each time they moved inside. With every withdrawal, more fluid emerged, and You Jinyuan could sense without looking that the liquid had pooled abundantly, flowing down along her thighs and accumulating beneath her.
“Ah… Zhiyu…ahn…”
The overwhelming pleasure surpassed any self-pleasure she’d experienced before, completely unfamiliar yet intense. Unable to suppress her moans, they escaped effortlessly through parted lips, interspersed helplessly with whispers of the girl’s name.
Zhiyu lowered her head to kiss You Jinyuan’s neck, bre❤sts, and navel, soothing her with gentle, tender kisses. Without warning, another finger silently joined the first at the entrance. It was already sufficiently wet, allowing both fingers to smoothly slide inside together during the next thrust. Sensing Zhiyu’s intention, You Jinyuan tensed momentarily but quickly realized she had overthought it.
Contrary to its delicate appearance, a woman’s gen$talia proved far more resilient than she imagined. Soft yet possessing an extraordinary capacity for acceptance, aided by natural lubrication, the two fingers effortlessly glided deep within, sinking all the way to their roots.
Zhiyu closely monitored You Jinyuan’s reactions, always ready to pause if needed. Seeing no signs of discomfort on her lover’s hazy expression, Zhiyu’s anxious heart finally settled. She inserted the fingers incredibly slowly, occasionally pausing to explore inch by inch the soft contours with her fingertips before withdrawing. As You Jinyuan grew increasingly accustomed to this sensation, Zhiyu gradually increased her pace.
You Jinyuan’s breaths became more rapid, her body unexpectedly warm despite the cool air-conditioned room, resulting in a light sheen of sweat. Caught in the throes of arousal, her temperature continued to rise, causing her snow-white skin to flush pink. Dazed and intoxicated, her senses were acutely focused on the intense sensations below.
Zhiyu’s clothing remained neatly on her body, yet the lower part was dampened. Throughout this time, she had been solely focused on pleasuring You Jinyuan, paying no attention to herself. However, just watching the woman beneath her m❤an softly with misty eyes, displaying an uncommon allure, filled Zhiyu with immense satisfaction. Waves of delight surged through her mind, rivaling the physical pleasure itself.
She realized how profoundly joyful it could be to bring someone else such delight.
“Big Sis…are you feeling good?” she asked between breaths, unintentionally synchronizing her breathing with You Jinyuan’s. The low and enticing tone sent shivers down You Jinyuan’s spine as it reached her ears, causing her abdomen to tense and her core to clench.
With each thrust of her fingers, they brushed against the inner walls, deliberately focusing on sensitive spots. A tingling pleasure accumulated at the core of You Jinyuan’s legs, both maddeningly itchy and unbearable, compelling her to arch her back in an attempt to alleviate the sensation. Yet, Zhiyu pressed gently on her abdomen, increasing the speed of finger thrusts until their movements lightly rocked You Jinyuan’s body. Trapped without any means to escape or resist, she felt entirely at Zhiyu’s mercy, subject to her every whim.
“Haah… Ah, Zhiyu… Mmngh… Slower… Uh…” You Jinyuan pleaded, unable to bear it any longer. She writhed her hips, attempting to escape but inadvertently seeming more receptive.
On the brink of losing control, the overwhelming pleasure stirred unfamiliar fear within her, unsure how much further she might unravel if they continued. She didn’t want to expose her vulnerable side before this girl.
Zhiyu seemed oblivious to You Jinyuan’s plea, not only ignoring it but increasing her intensity. Their bodies pressed closely together, Zhiyu’s breaths caressed her cheek, filled with unmistakable arousal—sounds that clearly conveyed their intimate act, intertwining with You Jinyuan’s own moans until it became hard to distinguish whose voice was whose.
“Mm… Is Big Sis about to cl❤max? Don’t hold back… Haah… It’s okay… Let go…”
Tears welled up and streamed down You Jinyuan’s cheeks as her lower body convulsed. She tightly embraced the girl’s soft form, her inner walls clenching around the fingers for the first time, reaching org❤sm with another person.
Until now, she had firmly believed herself to be exclusively attracted to paper characters, having mentally ruled out s❤xual relationships with real people from her life, thinking it would never happen…
Author Note: This car ride has ended! The period-induced seal is broken. They both already have feelings for each other; all that remains is to pierce through the thin veil of uncertainty.
From here on out, it’s non-stop action.
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