I Am Afraid of Losing My Persona Every Day - Chapter 50

Zhiyu had stopped accepting cosplay commissions because of her. A realization struck You Jinyuan—could it be that Zhiyu’s feelings for her had begun to develop much earlier?

She studied the girl intently but couldn’t bring herself to voice the question. Instead, it was Zhiyu who reacted first, connecting You Jinyuan’s earlier inquiry with her own actions that afternoon and her current response.

Was she feeling jealous?

Zhiyu’s eyes sparkled with happiness.

“Jinyuan!” The girl abruptly moved closer, still clad in her cosplay outfit as she hadn’t had time to change. You Jinyuan, fresh from a shower, stepped back hurriedly, gently pushing her away. “What is it? You haven’t taken a shower yet, don’t—”

Their hands met warm, smooth skin, and You Jinyuan, ever the stickler for cleanliness, used this as her excuse. The truth was that Zhiyu’s cosplay attire was incredibly revealing and Sens❤al.

Initially, with her jacket on, it wasn’t too noticeable. But upon returning to their hotel room, Zhiyu had removed her coat, revealing only a strapless top underneath. A large expanse of her midriff was exposed, and the tight-fitting garment highlighted her ample curves. As she leaned forward, her cl❤avage pressed against You Jinyuan’s body, stirring blush-worthy fantasies in her mind.

Oblivious to this effect, Zhiyu didn’t seem bothered by being pushed away. Instead, she smiled warmly, her eyes twinkling as she gazed at You Jinyuan. Her attire that day was mature, fitting the character’s sophisticated image, but her current expression clashed with it—she looked less like a cold, elegant woman and more like a clingy puppy.

“Does Jinyuan want me to accept that commission?” Zhiyu asked, her face close, eyes bright and fixed on her. Feeling a tightening in her throat, You Jinyuan feigned indifference. “What does it have to do with me? It’s your choice.”

Her evasive gaze spoke volumes. Zhiyu smiled softly, humming lightly in understanding, and didn’t tease her further. As a conscientious partner, aside from unavoidable work interactions, accepting intimate cosplayer commissions was out of the question now that she had a girlfriend. However, Zhiyu chose not to share these thoughts with You Jinyuan, not wanting to burden her, although witnessing her partner’s jealousy was quite amusing.

Unable to resist, Zhiyu leaned down for a gentle peck on You Jinyuan’s lips, eliciting a dissatisfied protest. “Zhiyu!”

Zhiyu’s eyebrows drooped, and she asked plaintively, “Does Big Sis think I’m dirty?”

Despite suspecting it might be an act, You Jinyuan’s heart softened instantly. Thus, when Zhiyu kissed her again, she didn’t pull away.

Their soft lips melded together, pressure increasing gradually as their tongues intertwined deeply. A tingling pleasure surged from their entwined mouths, leaving You Jinyuan dazed. She thought, Are we about to do it again?

Memories of their last intimate encounter flashed through her mind—Zhiyu looking so pitifully vulnerable.

Instantly, alarm bells rang.

Is she choosing now to seek “revenge”?

Summoning strength from deep within, You Jinyuan swiftly flipped them over, pinning Zhiyu beneath her. The confusion in Zhiyu’s eyes seemed genuine.

Was You Jinyuan overthinking things?

Regardless, Zhiyu’s delicate vulnerability always stirred her deeply. Lowering her head, You Jinyuan resumed kissing Zhiyu passionately. After all, as long as she firmly maintained control, there was little concern given Zhiyu’s heightened sensitivity.