I Am Afraid of Losing My Persona Every Day - Chapter 51

Zhiyu felt somewhat bewildered, uncertain why the woman insisted on changing positions.

However, the soft sensation against her lips quickly disrupted her thoughts. The power dynamic shifted as You Jinyuan took charge, more assertive than before. Skillfully teasing Zhiyu’s tongue, she drew her deeper into their embrace, leaving no room for further contemplation.

Zhiyu didn’t always desire to be “on top.” In fact, her body often yielded to You Jinyuan’s forceful advances, succumbing faster than her partner. This time was no different.

You Jinyuan’s kissing skills had improved significantly; she didn’t focus solely on entwining tongues but occasionally flicked lightly along Zhiyu’s palate, eliciting a ticklish m❤an. By the time they parted due to breathlessness, a misty haze clouded Zhiyu’s eyes.

“Jinyuan…”

Lying flat, much of Zhiyu’s collarbone and chest came into full view. Seeing this sight, You Jinyuan felt her inner muscles clench, releasing a surge of arousal. It had been quite some time since she last indulged herself like this.

However, this was not the moment to indulge. You Jinyuan suppressed her arousal and let her lips trail down Zhiyu’s neck, reaching the curve of her chest before gently biting the soft flesh.

“Mmm…” Zhiyu glanced down at her, face flushed like peach blossoms, eyes filled with tender affection—a clear sign of arousal.

Feeling her upper garments about to be removed, Zhiyu sat up and restrained You Jinyuan’s hands, placing her own softly on You Jinyuan’s waist. “Jinyuan, don’t you want it?”

Her blunt question left You Jinyuan momentarily stunned, halting her movements. “Wh-why do you suddenly ask that…?”

Zhiyu had no specific intent; she simply recalled how their last encounter had centered around satisfying her desires. Feeling it might seem unfair for it to happen again, she hesitated.

As memories surfaced naturally in her mind, realization dawned on Zhiyu, leaving her torn between laughter and tears. She finally understood the source of You Jinyuan’s reluctance and eagerness.

“You really…” With a mix of exasperation, she brushed aside the loose strands framing You Jinyuan’s face, tucking them behind her ear. “I meant it casually.”

“What do you mean casually?” Confused, You Jinyuan saw the knowing smile in Zhiyu’s eyes, causing her cheeks to flush rapidly.

Realizing that Zhiyu had uncovered her intentions, You Jinyuan felt so embarrassed she wished to find a hole to hide in. The awkward shame of having her secret desires exposed left her at a loss, unsure of what to do next.

However, Zhiyu didn’t press further on the topic and instead gently asked, “Jinyuan, don’t you want it?”

Her eyes gazed earnestly into You Jinyuan’s, filled with deep affection and sincerity. Above all else, she cared more about You Jinyuan herself.

Of course, You Jinyuan wanted it—how could she not? With their established relationship, seeing her lover in such an enticing pose was irresistible, tempting beyond anyone’s control.

She desired Zhiyu and longed to be needed by her.

Perhaps in this moment, You Jinyuan finally fully understood her own feelings. Doubts about whether her emotions were misplaced due to Zhiyu resembling her fictional crush found their answer; it was always Zhiyu herself that she wanted.

The response “I want it” felt too shameful for You Jinyuan to verbalize, so she answered through action, embracing Zhiyu’s neck and passionately kissing her.

With eyes curving softly, Zhiyu embraced her willingly, revealing a contented smile.

Everything unfolded naturally from there. Their clothes peeled off like petals, one piece at a time. You Jinyuan lay n#ked on the bed, her long chestnut curls spreading behind her. Still feeling shy and unable to fully face Zhiyu, she slightly bent her knees, tightly pressing them together.

Zhiyu gently licked her pink N❤pples while firmly kneading her bre❤sts, molding them into conical shapes for her lips to envelop and suckle.

As if playing with toys, Zhiyu delightedly molded and manipulated You Jinyuan’s bre❤sts into various forms. Under this stimulation, You Jinyuan instinctively arched her back, warmth seeping between her legs.

Noticing her heightened arousal, Zhiyu moved lower, leaving a trail of wet kisses that wound down towards her abdomen. With mischief, Zhiyu pressed against You Jinyuan’s raised hips with her tongue, effortlessly parting the woman’s clenched thighs as her fingers ventured inward.

“So wet…”

The fingertips sank into a warm, slickness akin to dipping into a pool of tepid water. Hearing the girl’s almost awestruck remark, You Jinyuan felt overwhelmed with embarrassment. She gripped the bedsheets tightly, gritting her teeth to suppress a m❤an.

Two fingers parted the plump folds, slipping between them to reach the entrance of her intimate area. After a brief pause, Zhiyu withdrew one finger, deciding to proceed gradually despite how wet You Jinyuan already was. With gentle ease, the remaining digit widened the narrow opening and fully penetrated until it couldn’t go any deeper. The inner walls relaxed momentarily before tightening around the embedded finger, contracting rhythmically with each movement.

You Jinyuan’s panting grew heavier, occasional soft moans escaping through her nose.

Zhiyu paused briefly to allow her time to adjust, then began shallow thrusts, her slender fingers smoothly gliding in and out without causing any discomfort. Instead, this rhythmic motion intensified You Jinyuan’s arousal, eliciting continuous streams of liquid with each thrust.

Feeling an irresistible itch deep within, You Jinyuan involuntarily swayed her hips, unable to suppress calling out Zhiyu’s name softly, “Mm… Zhiyu, ah… Zhiyu…” Her voice, delicate and tender, made Zhiyu’s name sound incredibly alluring.

Taking cue from these subtle hints, Zhiyu inserted another finger alongside the first, finally bringing a sense of fullness to You Jinyuan’s intimate depths.

The woman’s satisfied moans were intoxicating and filled with Sed❤ction, causing Zhiyu’s eyelashes to flutter and her face to flush. The tongue on You Jinyuan’s abdomen continued its descent as her head gradually moved lower.

As it reached the P$bic bone area, You Jinyuan frantically tried to stop her, but Zhiyu anticipated her movement, capturing her hand. With a gentle flick of her tongue against You Jinyuan’s swollen Cl❤toris, You Jinyuan instantly went limp, muffled moans escaping from the corner of her mouth.

“Haahn~ Zhiyu… don’t lick there…”

Zhiyu brushed aside You Jinyuan’s feeble hand. “Didn’t Big Sis help me by licking before?”

Her warm breaths landed directly on You Jinyuan’s intimate area, making her shiver uncontrollably. Fingers still thrusting inside, she could distinctly feel the heightened sensitivity as her walls clenched tighter around them.

Without hesitation, Zhiyu began lapping at You Jinyuan’s cl❤t, applying pressure while occasionally sweeping up and down, sometimes sliding downward to gather pools of arousal, which she swallowed eagerly.

An overwhelming wave of intense pleasure surged through You Jinyuan’s body as both sensitive spots were simultaneously stimulated. She had never experienced such exhilarating delight before; it was almost too much to bear. Instinctively, she writhed, trying to escape, but the girl’s lips and fingers followed her relentlessly.

The tightness around her fingers made it increasingly difficult to maintain thrusts, so Zhiyu focused on pleasuring You Jinyuan’s Cl❤toris with her tongue. This was her first time engaging in such intimate or*l acts; inexperienced and unsure of techniques, she relied solely on instinct. However, for another equally unseasoned body, her efforts were more than enough. Just by placing her soft, moist tongue over the Cl❤toris, You Jinyuan felt her abdomen quiver intensely, nearing ecstasy.

Occasionally, the sound of Zhiyu’s tongue delving into the crevice echoed alongside the slurping noises from her lips as she sucked, followed by the audible swallow of fluids into her throat—all distinctly reaching You Jinyuan’s ears, each one exceptionally arousing.

“Zhiyu…haah…mm…slow down, ahn…don’t lick there…nn…” She panted breathlessly, her words disjointed, nearly drowning in the overwhelming pleasure that almost made her forget where she was. The sensations between her legs remained undeniable.

Striving to move her wrist rhythmically, Zhiyu pressed the pads of her fingers against the swollen flesh, stroking that sensitive area within the snug confines of You Jinyuan’s entrance. Her tongue quickened its pace, flicking the erect Cl❤toris like a gentle tapping motion. Determined to satisfy her lover and provide a better s❤xual experience, she poured all her focus into these actions.

Under this relentless assault, You Jinyuan couldn’t hold out much longer. Soon, her mind went blank as her lower body trembled, releasing streams of fluid in surprise—an unexpected squirt.